moving on ?
It's been while, heh. I hope people there didn't forgot me.
I'm sorry i have no more uninteresting pony art for you at the moment, i actually moved in a more professional way of art. I hate fanservice and i hate drawing for people, i draw what i want to draw and, i want to learn about anatomy, painting, composition, lights.... I want to make more interesting artworks and it depress me that people here are just begging for fanarts and shit, it's actually not my thing for the moment, i want to be a concept artist no more a hobbyist. That's why i'm WAY less productive there. I actually draw a lot, i sketch a lot, i learn a lot. But posting this hard work here doesn't mean anything for me. My deviantart account has more brony fans and less ACTUAL fans of my art. And, this website is really fucked up, people here annoys me, really. Do i really have the time to submit 20 pieces of paper there for people who actually don't care that much about it ? For that type of drawing, i prefer facebook or tumblr, it takes less time. And honestly, i feel prouder being popular on artstation than deviantart
You will see there only fanarts and more detailled artworks, nothing more.
If people there are interested about my artwork you can follow me there :
if people there are worried about me. I passed a very thought time last year, I have suffered of many rumors theses past months, it was awful. but now i feel better, i have less suicide thoughts, less panic attacks, i can control a little my phobia, i'm less thin and i'm seeing people again. I'm very happy about my scolarship, teachers really likes my work and they said i'm going to be a very talented person. It's not actually great but way better, i feel like living again, and it feels great C: It feels great when my friends, family and my teachers recognize me as an artist and not as the misunderstood girl that feels always depressed but can't stop making jokes.
i'll be back :terminator: