TO MY COMMISSIONERS : read at the bottom !!

Hi guys, it's Imalou there,
I don't like to do that because I still got a lot of work for my final exams and for my others commissions.. But I see my money going down and down, I have to refund some people who paid me stuff and I have to pay for some events in my High School.. I'm afraid that I will not have enough money for see my girlfriend and for myself. I tried to get a job for this summer but no one wanted to take me because I'm too young :/.. So I only have my hobby to saving my money.
As i didn't finished my commissions yet I can't take new ones right now and I don't have the time for take that much of responsability right now (need to work on my finals or my future is ruined xD), so here's the deal :

I propose you to save a slot for the commission you want, you don't have to pay me immediatly

At the 20th June, i'll let you pay by paypal and i'll start the drawing when I get paid

You'll have until the 1st of July to pay, if you don't have the money for, it's okay I won't bite and i'll not hate you for that

During all the summer i'll work on your commission and get theses done straight in two months. If I don't, don't hesitate to bother me or to ask me a refund

Prices

Traditional artworks starts at $10


My portraits start at $20


A full character start at $25


A full painting starts at $30-35


Realistic painting are at $60, you have to show me the photo you want me to repaint


All prices are negotiable if the drawing is easy or difficult to do
I add $5+ for an additional character
official characters are accepted, as long as you don't redistribuate, sell the drawing or claims that the character is yours. Please take in mind that i'm not confy with humans, if you want an human painting from me you will may be disappointed
I do take any kind of commission

I will take for the moment 10 slots !!

I don't like to beg for money, I honestly do. When i'll have a job i'll stop that, but for the moment it's really complicated.
If you want, you can donate a cent or two on my paypal : chihuahuamalou@gmail.com you're not obligated, it's just like that if you like my work and want to help me or something...well hm if you want....

TO MY COMMISSIONERS : all of your commission will be done at 1st of July, if I forgot you, send me a note with your infos again. Since one moth I'm working on my finals, if I don't draw your commission but something else is for clear my mind, don't be frustrate if I didn't drew your commission, i'll do it, pinkie promise. I'm just into a BIG amount of stress and fatigue, I'm not good at taking responsabilities but as a "professional", i'll get over it and work on my commissions. You just have to wait a little but don't worry, my art is improving fast so i'll promise that it will be something awesome at the end !

Slots
- 2 traditional sketch

Thanks for reading <3

to my little brother who just opened a DA account
:')

he hasn't got a lot of skill for the moment but he can draw really well, I'm pretty sure he will be better at art with time and practice !

Today, a livestream with webcam (sometimes), with ~Kyoichii

Enjoy

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Oh god, catchy as hell
<3 I can't stop dancing \o/ <3

God please, give me a little more motivation
give me a little more happiness

I'm asking for your pity

Yup, i'm bored, i'm sick ._.
That's why I don't post anything serious. Except the "sunrise" one, that I drew the day I started to feel sick, but at first I was going to stop the drawing and never finish it

anyway, I still have fever, not much but I hope i'll be fine soon
I hate being sick ._.

and I have to do that fuckin' french essay for tomorrow...

i'm sorry guys TTnTT)/

It's been a long time I didn't write a bawwww journal

Anyway, if you don't care about my life, if you want to read this only for make laugh of me or to keep me down, just pass your way, I don't want to have problems, I don't want to look like an attention whore, I just want to say everything I kept inside my head for months and I don't know at who to say, I kept that kind of thing for myself and tortured my mind, I can't keep that because it hurts me, you're not obligated to write a comment, I'm not asking your pity like a fuckin' drama queen, thanks for your comprehension

I feel sad, really sad. I feel like I want to give up, to give back my commissioner's money, to forgot about the fursuit I dreamed about, I feel like what I do isn't interesting, it's not even ponies…fuckin' fandom… I've got regrets, I still love my ex, she looks so happy with her boyfriend, it hurts me. I want to sit in a corner and do nothing really nothing. I feel so lonely. I want to cut myself to see my own blood, it pleases me, but I can't 'cause my mother took my blade. I'm painting a fan art of the movie "The Wolf Children", I wanted to watch this one with my ex girlfriend when I went in her house, we wanted to watch this with each other. I watched it yesterday, alone. I can't stop thinking about everything bad I have in mind when I draw, I don't know why, but it always hurt me, even when I'm listening my music. I lost friends theses months, I lost my best friend, we rarely talk witch each other, we're different now, it hurts 'cause she was my everything. I don't want your pity, i'm writing here because everywhere I want to throw everything I have in mind, some people see into an attention whore. I don't want to be one, I just want to forget my past, I want to be happy, I want a girlfriend who loves me for real.

I feel like i'm hopeless…

Tagged by the silly :')

1. Favorite CMC?
scoot-scoot-scootaloo~

2. What's the color of your current underwear?
Purple o/

3. What is your religion?
I like potatoes ! I'm the GREATEST and FABULOUS PATATOSAURUS

4. Do you like bananas?
I prefer kiwis \o/

5. Fav food?
POTATOES
6. Fav pony?
Pinkie pie/Pinkamena !

7. Fav town in Equestria?
Ponyville :')

8. Are you a fan of MLP?


9. What's your cellphone/telephone number?
IT'S OVER NINE THOUSAAAAAAAAAAANDS

10. Are you bored in answering tagged questions?
it needs more boobs |:c

-----------• × • A L L A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

Name: Imalou
Single or taken: single
Gender: Female
Birthday: June 26th
Sign: Cancer
Hair color: light brown and blonde
Eye color: green
Height: 5`09"
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Lesbian

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: l'Indien boutique (it's a French shop who has the same stuff as Hot Topic) and THE INTERNET yay
Favorite designer?: yo motha nigga
What is your sexiest outfit?: the same outfit as Imalou : a top without arm sleeves and an over sized black jean :')
What is your most comfortable outfit?: a t shirt without bra and a jean
What do you usually wear?: epic t-shirts, long jeans and a bandana

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Head and Shoulders ( it's the one of my bro \o/)
What are you listening to right now: Marina and the Diamonds - are you satisfied ?
Who is the last person that called you?: my mom
How many buddies are online right now?:  80 buddies, that's too much ._.

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: POTATOES
Girls names: Angele
Boys names: Lionel
Subjects in school: I hate school

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: yup, my little brother when we were little and my dog
Smoked?: nope
Bungee jumped?: nope
Made yourself throw up?: I hate throwing up so I don't
Skinny dipped?: nope
Ever been in love?: I did, sometimes I wonder why
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I think
Pictured your crush naked?: Yup
Actually seen your crush naked?: Yup
Cried when someone died?: Yup
Lied: Who doesn't ?
Fallen for your best friend?: A old best friend yup but now we are ennemies
Rejected someone?: Yup
Used someone?: I hope no :/
Done something you regret?: Yup

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------

Clothes: jean, striped pullover and a purple jacket
Music: Pop music
Smell: like shit
Desktop picture: me and my IRL best friend with a really ugly face
Cd in player: nuthin'
DVD in player: nuthin'

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • ו----------------------

You touched: my dog
Hugged: my dog
You IMed: : My IRL best friend, :icondevconniexone:
You yelled at: My brother
You kissed: my ex, where was 6 months

wow god, it's been 6 months i'm single ._.

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

Understanding: I try
Open-minded: Yes
Arrogant: Sometimes
Insecure: Yes
Random: like Pinkie Pie !
Hungry: Oh god yup
Smart: no :')
Moody: Yes
Hard working: No I'm fucking lazy
Organized: LOLNOPE
Healthy: I DUNNO
Shy: sometimes
Difficult: Yes
Bored easily: Yes
Obsessed: Sometimes
Angry: actually yes, period.
Sad: Yes
Happy: Dunno
Hyper: when i'm with my friends o/
Trusting: I try

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

Kill?: my ex and my ennemy
Slap?: my ex, so much
Get really wasted with?: my ex
Get high with: I don't smoke weed
Talk to offline: My brother
Talk to online: there's to much of people who talk to me online...
Sex it up with: a wonderful lady I met in a shop, she was so cute omg

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

In the morning I: sleep
Love is: shit
Sexual preference: boobs and pussies
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: boobies

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

Coke or Pepsi: Coke
Flowers or candy: candy
Tall or short: Short

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

Makes you laugh the most: my dog
Makes you smile: my dog
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: my dog

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: I did and that was terrible, I had to wait HOURS and even when she was here she was ignoring me
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Only for having girls
Wish you were younger: Dunno
Cry because someone said something to you?: it's been one week i'm crying every night because of that

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

Of times I have had my heart broken: 9 times
Of hearts I have broken: 3
Of guys I've kissed: HELL NO that's gross
Of girls I've kissed: 1
Of CD's I own: too much
Of scars on my body: my entire left arm is full of cut traces

You can find me now on Weasyl !
[link]

And about commission, I try to earn some money for pay a fursuit of Imalou ! But for the moment I need a lot more money. I need some help from you because I can't ask my mother or my family to help me.. :/
If you guys can feature me or commission me or anything else, it would be really kind of you :c

I can make every commission for $15 if the prices are too expensive !

Thanks a lot <3

Stolen from

1. Are you single or taken?
Siiiiiiiiingle ♪

2. Chocolate or flowers?
Chocolate

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
I'll be at school, like every thursday

4. Do you like anyone?
I do but I'd prefer to forgot about it

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Yes

6. Who do you want to spend Valentines with?
The girl I like or I suppose, my dog

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
A little

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
I think I do

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
I would like to

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
I wish him to burn in hell

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
Nope (and I find that stupid)

12. Do you still send out Valentine cards?
not really

13. Do you like candy hearts?
I dunno what is it but in France we have lollipops which have the shape of a heart, I liked them when I was younger

14. What is something you got last Valentines?
A drawing, and loneliness

15. Is Valentines depressing?
Yes

16. How is your love life?
Like shit

17. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Nope, and I don't ever want to

18. How many roses would you want?
OVER NINE THOUSAAAAAAAAAAAANDS

19. Will you have a girlfriend/boyfriend this Valentines day?
I don't think

20. Do you look forward to Valentines day?
Only if i'm in a relationship

21. Who was your last Valentine from?
My ex-girlfriend

22. Who do you expect to get a Valentine from this year?
My dog

23. Who would you most like to receive a Valentine from?
My bunny

24. How many Valentines will you be sending this year?
I dunno

25. Have you ever not received a Valentine?
Yes, until the last two years, I received nothing but i don't care

26. What was the most Valentines you received in a single day?
1

27. Have you ever received an anonymous Valentine?
Nope

28. Have you ever sent an anonymous Valentine?
Nope

29. Will you be sending an anonymous Valentine this year?
I would like to, it can be fun

30. What was the best Valentine gift you ever received?
A girlfriend

31. What was the worst?
When she let me alone

32. Have you ever started dating someone on Valentines day?
I did, it was the 13th February and I was very happy

I have no motivation, no idea, no inspiration for drawing
I hate that feeling, I want to draw

I went to a forum for artistics orientations today and it was succeful, at first I was looking for animation schools but it doesn't interested me that much. I think I will try a video game school or a graphic school because I'm really a lot into digital art and it pleased me !

I know, a lot of you told me that I must not go to an art school but I don't see anything that interest me than art.. You know, i'd prefer to work on something I like than stay 40 years of my life behind a desk doing something I hate


So now I will try to work really hard on my digital art, experiment new stuff, working human anatomy and focus on the details ! You can't believe how much I feel motivated for this

Bases:
[x] = Tu as les yeux bleu ou vert.
[x] = Tu rougis souvent.
[x] = Tu rigoles facilement.
[ ] = Tu es calme/silencieuse.
[x] = Tu dis souvent des choses aléatoires sans raison.
[ ] = Tu as un visage enfantin.
[x] = Tu portes souvent des vêtement dit normaux/terre à terre.
[x] = Tu ne portes pas de dos-nus ni de vêtements qui montrent trop de peau.
[ ] = Tu es plus petit que 5"6 feets (1m70).

TOTAL: 6

Innocence:
[x] = Tu es vierge.
[ ] = Tu rougis simplement en pensant à des choses sexuelles.
[x] = Ton idée d'un rendez-vous est très romantique.
[x] = Tu dors avec des peluches.
[x] = Tu aimes faire des câlins. Câliner en étant assis/couché marche aussi.
[x] = Tu n'as jamais jouer au jeu "The Nervous".
[x] = Tu ne sais même pas de quel jeu il s'agit.

TOTAL: 12

Couleurs:
[x] = Tu aimes le rose/bleu clair.
[ ] = Tu as tendance à porter des couleurs clair/féminines.

TOTAL: 17

Personnalité:
[x] = Tu peux être ignorante/inconsciente/naïve marche aussi.
[x] = Tu te considèrerais comme timide.
[x] = Tu aimes les musiques joyeuses. (j'écoute un peu de tout)
[ ] = Tu aimes les chanson "mièvres".

TOTAL: 20

Ce que TU penses être mignon:
[x] = Tu aimes les bébés animaux.
[ ] = Tu aimes les bébés.
[x] = Les version "toy" ou naines de certains animaux/objets te font craquer.

TOTAL: 22

Confiance:
[ ] = Tu sais quand quelqu'un ment.
[ ] = Tu as du utiliser une calculette pour calculer ton score total.
[ ] = Un/une de tes amis t'as dit de faire ce meme.
[ ] = Tu viens de réalisé qu'il était fait pour les filles.

TOTAL: 22

Multiplie ton score par 4.
Reposter en tant que : "I'm ___% Cute".'



Kikou, je suis très mignonne

1. Do you sleep in your bra?
HELL NO it's just a pain to keep my bra while sleeping...

2. Do you sleep with socks on?
Never too >_<

4. Do you enjoy drama?
Nope, that's so uuuurgh idiot

5. Are you a girly-girl?
Not much

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
she's confortable :U

8. Are you short?
Nope, not at all

9. Do you like somebody?
I do but she doesn't love me back, got friendzoned again last thursday

10. Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
Haha no way

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Yes, it smells so bad :U

12. Do you think you're alone sometimes?
Every night

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
Not really

14. Are you double jointed?
Nope

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
On the train with my ex-gf (she was confortable too) and at economic class

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
Yes, every of my friends touch my butt

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
Some of guys in the class of the girl I liked told that I had sex with this girl, which is totally wrong and pissed me off

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
I do but for fun !

19. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?
I'd rather like to interest girls than guys (i'm tired to interest only guys =_

20. Check those that apply:
[x] I do wear make up.
[x] I have cried in a movie theater.
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy attractive.
[x] I like death/grind/black metal.
[/] I like rap. (I pretty like Hollywood Undead but that's all)
[x] I like techno dubstep.
[/] I like country. (Depends on the song.)
[ ] I carry a purse or a large bag.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.

22. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys/girls?
Light haired girls

23. Are you currently frustrated with a girl/boy?
Yes

24. What's one thing guys/girls can do to make you like them?
Girls are cute <3 AND FUCKIN' BOOBIES

25. Do you have a best friend?
Yup, and

26. Have you ever had your heart broken?
A lot of time

27. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
No way dude, that's gross

28. Do you like your life?
I don't really know, I have a lot of good friends and they respect me, like my art, I have fans and all but I don't know about my future, I have no idea of what I am doing with my life sometimes I feel like i'm not me. I had a lot of depression into my life, it made me a really empty girl...with a big smile

29. Where did you go?
Morroco (I've got family there, i'm "half arabic" but I don't look like a morrocan, but more like a really french girl) and Germany (for the Galacon last year !)

30. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boy/girlfriend from you?
If they do, they aren't my friends anymore ^^

31. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Never, I don't like having wet clothes >_<

32. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
I have both of them

33. How long have you had a Facebook DeviantArt?
I've been on Facebook since 2009 and deviantart since 2008

34. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
I enjoy it !

35. What are your biggest fears?
Being alone, being "unknow" (for my art) again, lost any interest on drawing, fail at life

and spiders :I

36. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
I did D:

37. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yes.. This hurts a lot

38. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
Yes

39. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Sometimes ! But it never turned the way I wanted

40. Do you ever wish you were famous?
I did but not now, I'm good with the friends and the fans I have !
If I want to be famous, it's only for my art, nothing else

41. Are you currently missing someone?
Yes, a lot..

42. Cowboy or Gangster?
Both !

43. Preppy or Punk?
Punk

44. Face or Body?
Both !

45. Good cook or take you out a lot?
Both !

46. Sweet or sexy?
Both <33

47. Armani or Abercrombie?
Nicolas Cage

48. Contacts or glasses?
Glasses

Last year, Galacon WAS SO MUCH AWESOME
So this year I will be there too, I will try to win a little more money for pay my ticket entry and the train.

If you're going to be there, tell me ! It would be a pleasure to meet you !

website => [link]

1) Quel est ton nom ? (question classique)
Léa
Elle est pas terroriste, elle est pas anti-terroriste
Elle est pas intégriste, elle est pas seule sur terre
Elle est pas commode, non elle est pas comme Aude
Elle est pas froide, elle est pas chaude pour nu réaliste
Elle est pas créditeur
Elle est pas méchante, mais putain qu'est ce qu'elle est chiante
"Léa" de Louise Attaque

2) Cites quelques trucs qui sont sur ton bureau en ce moment même !
Mon jeu de DS : Solatorobo
des médoc contre le dégueuli
une clé USB
un paquet de mouchoir vide
des punaises
mon accordeur de guitare
le stylet de ma DS
et mon appareil photo

conclusion : c'est le bordel.

3) Quel âge as-tu ? (question classique aussi)
16 ans

4) Quel âge aimerais-tu avoir ?
77 ans à l'envers

5) Qu'aimes-tu dessiner le plus ?
Les canidés et des dessins rigolos

6) Quand tu dessines, quel est ton moment favori ?
sur l'ordi : le passage à la "peinture"
sur feuille : je gribouille sans sketch ni couleur alors j'aime tout

7) Et le moment que tu aimes le moins ?
Gribouiller l'arrière plan

8) Combien as-tu de doigts ?
IT'S OVER NINE THOUSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANDS

9) As-tu déjà vu (ou penser) regardé des films pornos ?
Blanche fesses et les sept mains

10) Et si je te dis que ce tag est fini, que me réponds tu ?
prout

11) Ah ?
On prend le gras de ton cul, que l'on met dans ta soeur
AUUUUUUUUuUuUUUUUUUUAUUUUde

12) Et ben NON, il est pas encore fini C:
awé oké c'est très très d'accord.

13) Quel est la chose la plus idiote que tu es jamais faite ?
J'ai pété sur mon chien lol

14) Et la plus intelligente ?
Quand j'ai dansée la macaréna à poil après un repas aux salsifis dans un diner dansant

15) Tu mets combien de temps à t'endormir ?
25h

16) Quel est ton emoticon/smiley préféré ?
\o/


17) Voilà ! C'est fini ! Qui tagueras-tu ?
ta mère

I want to draw but because of school and some other shits happened this week, i'm really tired and I have no motivation
I'm sorry for my commissioners, I wish I was stronger than I am..

Livestreaming 's commission

[link]

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.
Total: 4

[x] You show up for school/work late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[x] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You know what credibility means without looking it up.
[ ] You drink caffeine at least once a week.
Total: 8

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[ ] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
Total: 11

[x] You can spell experience without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take-out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.
Total: 14

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside 3 or more times a day
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.
Total: 18


lol wut